I have been looking for an ultra realistic dildo for some time. Everything I had tried previously seemed very fake or had an offputting odor. So I was surprised to find this highly rated item on Amazon at this price point. I was skeptical, but based on the glowing reviews I placed an order. I was so excited I could hardly sleep anticipating its arrival, thank you 2-day shipping! It came yesterday and as advertised it was discretely packaged including the dildo and a small tube of lubricant. My first impression was it looked and felt very much like a real penis and it is BIG (+5" girth)! Also I was pleased that it had no smell or taste. I was apprehensive about the size but I was still eager to try it. I have very sensitive skin so I thoroughly washed it and tested both the toy and the lube on my skin to be sure I didn't have a reaction. After the all clear I was ready for my first ride. Other reviewers recommended soaking it in hot water prior to use so I did this and I concur it adds to the sense of realism. I anchored the suction cup to the tile floor in my bathroom and knelt on my fluffy rug placing a hand mirror between my knees so I could see as well as feel it. I applied plently of the lubricant and eased down on my new toy. Immediately I was in love with it! The head was soft and supple against my anus. And it looked so real I could easily imagine it was an actual penis. The size was still a concern, but I knew I had to have this fantastic cock inside me. I patiently worked the head in and out, my confidence growing as I took more and more. The shaft is a bit flexible so I had to support it with my hand until I achieved penetration, but once I had it in me - OH MY! Some reviewers complained it is too soft for anal use, but for me it is perfect. The veiny shaft not only looks amazingly real it provides incredible stimulation. And it is quite comfortable despite its size. This is the experience I have been searching for, it's the best ride ever! Not for beginners, but you have some experience I think you will be delighted with this dildo.